i'm not sure what to think. roughly ten days until the year is over? it's crazy. i don't want to think about it. i don't want to grow up. in two months i'll be getting my permit & that scares me. i'll be sixteen. i can't stand it. i'm a kid, i act like a ten year old. i'm not ready to own the responsibility of acting like an adult. i just want things to stay as they are. everyone talks about wanting to get out of this place. look - it's NOT as bad as you think it is! it really isn't, i promise! yes, it's small. & maybe i'm just weird, but i happen to like it that way. for today i'm absolutely against change, despite what anyone is telling me.